Today has been rather slow for me. The sky is gloomy and dark today which makes me feel very lazy and tired. That can't work out for me since I have to do my revisions. All these kind of suck for me because I hate studying for exams.
Well, I've been doing some thinking.. you know, about life and the future for me. This is hard because I have no idea or whatsoever what I want to do or even to be. I shudder at the uncertainties that life holds for me. It's like walking in a never-ending stretch of path in a dark tunnel, finding the bright light that everybody said is at the end of the tunnel. My life is filled of "what if" s. What if this, what if that, what if everything.
It's a little frustrating seeing everyone else being sure and enthusiastic (or not?) about their future plans, what they're going to do, what they're going to become and where they're heading to. Well, this are just some thoughts that were in my head for a while. Some people are always telling me that, "You should think about my future already!" or even ask me, "Why are you not worried?!".
Hey, not to sound rude and all but I just want to say that without anybody telling me those, I'm also thinking about my future, my life ahead and worrying about all the things that are around me already since a few years ago. It's just that I really have no idea at all. I hope that all things will fall into its place soon. Thinking about all these is stressful and tiring.
As I grow older, I finally get to see what they meant by "life is not a bed of roses". As I grow older, my worries and frustrations definitely piled up. As I grow older, more responsibilities to shoulder, I have. What is life without challenges? Hopefully, I'll get to see the bright light at the end of the tunnel soon.
It's me against the world.
Hannah
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